Friday, February 13, 2009

bummer

that it's getting to me, that i'm feeling so patronized it's not even funny. but if you were in my position, i'm pretty sure you'd want to scream just as much as i do. is it because of the outside opinions, have they been affecting my decisions?
i doubt it, because. well i dont know.

i can't even say anything without passing judgment, it's ridiculous. i should get support, not bashed on any idea i ever have. i just won't be as perfect as you i guess.

Monday, February 9, 2009

the worst two weeks of my life

good thing my friends fixed it on my birthday.
seriously,
he said he loved me. everyday was a circus, a bag of lies. i was fed up, finally broke down. it was horrible. horrrible. he broke my heart. i can't talk to him, can't look at him at all. it's not the right time? sure, so drag it on a little longer, yup. whatever. it's great being lied to. friends need to really live up to their classification.
i can not stress how much it is that i love being lied to. straight in the face. yup. it's great. you know what,
i'm glad that i've got such good liars as friends, i'll be sure to ask them for help if ever in need to get out of a pickle.

on the upside, i do love my friends, my good friends. branching out, finding good people to be with. it's good.


speaking of good, thank you for the surprise, my birthday was fantastic :)

i realized how much i'm going to miss tyler, steven, and kyle.




and roman knows how to make me smile by remembering everything i've ever told him about me, enjoy.

once upon a time there was a princess and she was walking in her garden when all of a sudden a huge green and gold with hint of purple dragon swooped down and took her. the king called upon his bravest knight to save her. so the brave knight traveled across the grand canyon and a glacier to a dark cave where the dragon lived. the brave knight went inside and saw the dragon sleeping and the princess unconcious. the brave knight woke the princess and took her outside to safety. he then went back inside, and to his amazement the dragon was awoken. the dragon and the knight had a good long fight. and the knight showed who was boss and made the dragon into his pet. so the knight then took the princess on a tour aroundt he world onhis green and gold with a hint of purple drangon. and they lived happily ever after forever!


:)