i've missed spilling

spilling my secrets, my thoughts, my inner being. whenever i come to a down moment, i cant even begin to look at that xanga any longer, it's so somber, i cant hold it in.

but blah, let's just start off new shall we.

ballet is over, but i need a catharsis. i'm going to end up as a chump if i don't do anything about it. school needs to end soon, i'm at a breaking point with homework and procrastination. everyday, it's such a burden to go, such a burden to see my friends too, which is odd. i like my friends, for the most part. it's hard to think of the near future, college, best friends leaving me. i hate thinking about it,
so i don't.

ah, events approaching.
tomorrow;
ayala rally
basketball game
saturday;
hopefully watching the cc play
19th;
break
20th;
dinner
22nd/23rd;
video party

so ready for something new. so ready.

i'll keep this posted, :)
something fresh, something new
i'm lovin it.

xoxo